April 24th 2009
Day Two
Dev Dev,
Today is the second day in the hospital. You seem to b doing much better. your color to me seems to be doing 100% better. You opened one eye when daddy was talking to you, he got so excited. Your breathing 57 breaths per minute and only 12 of them from the machine which is great! I know you will prove them wrong. I know you are going to wake up Devyn. God is holding your little hand, leading you back to me. Bubba Joey came to visit you. He was so happy to see you. I know you two will forever have a bond. He is your savior. Today your visitors were Erin, Aunt Janine, Caeron, Brittany, Meme, Grandpa Ron, Unlce Mitch, Nannas friends Kerri, Kayla, and Kathy, nanna Anne and nanny. Aunt Joanne and Oscar, Carol, Lauren. You have so many peopl who love you and who are pulling for you. Oh yeah, pastor Eddie came today and prayed with us and I know that it helped. I am going to try and sleep, it's 10:35 pm. If I cant sleep I will write some more. I LOVE you....okayso I can't sleep and I really don't know what time it is sitting here thinking about the day this all happened. You had just learned how to plug your nose and jump in the deep end. With Joey you were so proud of yourself you had the biggest smile. You looked as if you couldn't believe you did it. It made me chuckle. You always make me chuckle. You are on of a kind, that's for sure. I want you so badly to just open your eyes and look at me. I miss you so so so much. I want you to know I am sorry for not protecting you from this. And I promise when you get better that I will never ever leave your side again. I LOVE you, and so does daddy and all your brothers. We miss you, night night-
Mommy xxoo
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I know you wish you could have protected him. Please don't try to take on that guilt. You love your son and would do anything for him. That is evident.
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