my little sweet angel

my sweet baby boy as i sit here trying to write a "good bye" letter to you . i just cant find the words .....you look so peace full as we sit here waiting for GOD to lead you up the rainbow to heaven i love you so very much .if i had a chance i would tell you a thousand no a million times just how special you are to me. i cant even begin to imagine life without you and your smile . i keep remembering all the good times and even the pain in the butt times like when you would call your brother a piss pot or when we got our new puppy makenzie and i was trying to teach her how to potty outside then you and dylan decided that you were going to start potting outside to ..you know it took me 2 weeks to get you 2 to go to the bathroom inside again it drove me nuts!!!! but i would do anything to see you squat in the back yard right now...lol i have learned so much from this experience i believe that me and your dad always have and always will love you boys but it was more like a responsibility this has made us realize that we are privileged to have all 5 of you we will never be the same again and we will cherish every moment that we have with your brothers and i know you will be with us every step of the way

i love you so much i dont know why this is happening but you better believe that when i get to heaven im going to have a long list of questions for our GOD .i believe you are and always were an angel god gave you to me for a reason and he is taking you for a reason you will never be forgotten . im tearing up a little bit so im gonna stop this letter here but i will write to you more later

i love you baby "fathead"
mommy

to all the people who have supported us thank you please dont stop praying for me and my family i will keep you all up dated so keep checking the blog
love you all