Please let me start off by saying im sorry for not updating earlier. the days just seem to slip away ...the boys have been going to school and seem to be okay they have there moments just like me and joe . last night logan was asking for devyn and i told him he was sick and had to go to heaven he started crying and telling me no mommy no its almost like he thought i could go get him ...that was so hard all i could do was hold him and cry . this morning after we dropped the kids off we went and shopped a little we were at this fruit stand and this man came up..... and i swear this is so true....he put his hand on my shoulder and told me god told him of our sorrow at this point me and joe just look at each other and tears start running down our faces ....then the man said that "he" wanted you to know he was okay ...me and joe went home and just sat there i think a little confused maybe unsure of what to think . i wish i could just talk to him one more time just to make sure he was okay . we miss him so much its so hard just to move forward with out him i keep looking at his picture over and over again i dont want to forget anything about him . i feel like im dreaming and i just want to wake up . i have to clean up from dinner but ill try to write more later
nikki
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As I read your blog, once again I have tears in my eyes. I am so so very sorry for your loss and keep you all in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteGod sent an angel to give you a message and reassurance.
God bless you all. You are, have been,and continue to be in my prayers.
~Tracy